4.22.2011

I used to post ALL the time, remember? Back when my dreams were just dreams and I wasn't pulling my hair out over the reality of making them come true... This "living your dreams" crap is hard work. It kinda sucks actually. Dreaming is easy and much more rewarding in the moment. Actually doing something takes courage, hard work, money, time and other people.

The fact of the matter is, I haven't had anything to say for the past sixth months. I've been pouring EVERY OUNCE of creative, emotional and spiritual energy into finishing the screenplay. And now that that's done I just want to sit here and play Mahjong on my computer while my pasty white skin grows ever more translucent on my way to morphing into a cave newt because I haven't seen the sun since October.

And I can't get enough Wheat Thins.


3 comments:

miss diddly said...

FINALLY! You were waaaaay over due for a post. And as always. I love your thoughts. brazen and saintly.

Pearavis said...

Well done on finishing the screenplay! That's an enormous accomplishment, and you should be proud of yourself for seeing it through. Unfortunately, you're right that it's just the start of a really long process.

That said, I personally know a pretty awesome director, who even shares many of your sensibilities... Just sayin'. ;)

~Susan

kel said...

woot woot. do what moves you! i'm just relieved this post didn't conclude with you saying "and that's why i'm done blogging." phew!